I am bored.
My partner is gone for the weekend. He's on a trip with college friends. I am happy for him, though I am feeling a bit at loose ends.
I have been bored. Even when I am quilting or doing other things I enjoy. It's nice that I am losing weight, but I really need to get a job. I can't stand it when I think of all the time I have "wasted" watching TV or surfing the internet this last year and a half.
It really makes me so anxious I feel sick.
That doesn't do any good though. I can't take back the last year and a half I have been unemployed. All I can do is move on with my life. Get my life in shape. Losing weight and getting physically fit is a great start. It gets easier to stay on track, and improve my health. Now I really need to make a concerted effort to get myself a job.
Ugh. Stressful.
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